The greater scheme of love

What gives humans the right to love themselves this much? I understand and agree with the need to love yourself, yes, but to idolize yourself in front of God and your peers is sheer ridiculousness. Other animals have it right; They appreciate themselves and then they move on.

Why do we, then, put ourselves on pedestals half the time?

Because it is human nature to take something and expand on it.

From the beginning of the human existence, we have had this philosophy of expansion. While other animals had taken just what they needed, we have made ourselves advance because we weren't the biggest, baddest species on the block. We made ourselves into something bigger. From gathering like every other creature to farming was an unprecedented (and as yet unreplicated) feat of ingenuity. We have been dominant in that way. From there we built shelters and tools, eventually creating permanent settlements; that is to say, towns and eventually entire city states.

We developed arts and languages, systems of government and religion. We became superior because we forced ourselves to be. We created a surplus of goods that meant we never had to go back to being LIKE THE OTHERS; We ensured that we would have MORE than we needed to survive comfortably.

We see this as a good thing; It is a good thing. With out all of this we would have never developed a sentience. We are where we are because of that surplus.

But when did it give us the right to be so narcissistic?

The first true narcissists were in the form of atheists. We started out worshiping the land, for it gave us what we needed. Then we personified that land and thanked it for our bounty. After that, we chose to believe that someone/something created all of it. We thanked them as well. But the atheists of the time believed that all of our bountiful advancements, our surplus, and our very existence and evolution were all because of OUR OWN GIFTS. They believed, and still believe today, that we are where we have come to be because of our OWN greatness, and not because luck and the land have granted us these boons. They were the first to be truly conceited.

Why then do we have self-worshiping theologians who do believe that something else is the reason for our success?

This is my theory:

When we tend to worship ourselves, it's more of a defense mechanism. We see the flaws in ourselves and tend to make the good things seem greater. We make legitimate talents and greatnesses into things that are larger than life and in that way, make those other, minuscule and unimportant flaws fade away altogether. We see that we are lacking and try to make it otherwise- or at least, so that others seem to be lacking more than we.

It's all a way to hide behind our attributes.

On the other hand, there are the people who have a profound amicitia, or tender indebtedness (friendship) for their fellow human being. They are those that are unselfish and love others far more than they love themselves: Jesus, Mother Theresa, Mahatma Gandhi, the Dali Lama, Wes Cameron, and many many others had this dysfunctional love. They were/are incredible people; However, at heart they were also secreting a defense mechanism. They see flaw in themselves but not in others. This is just as bad as creating a fictional perfection as the narcissists do, and it's unhealthy.

There are several hormones responsible for love: Estrogen, Testosterone, Oxytocin, Vasopressin, Dopamine, Norepinephrine, and Serotonin. The two "sex linked" hormones (though all humans have both in varying quantities) control the fist stage of love (lust), that allows humans to notice other humans. We think of this stage as a sexual notice; however, it can apply to simple homeophilia. (love of humankind). The second stage, attraction, containes hormones that also control sleep, appetite, and pain reflexes. They are Dopamine, Norepiniephrine, and Serotonin. This stage shows up when that lust for a specific thing is achieved, and the person in question has a particular desire to know more about them. This is generally viewed in potential mating couples, but is less recognized by observing people who have just met and are becoming freinds. That attraction is a little harder to see. The third stage, Attachment, is controlled by oxytocin and vasopressin. This stage is characterized by a specific love for someone or something. An increase of these hormones make for an increased attachment, thus making an imbalanced, and sometimes unhealthy, view of this person or group that makes them seem like more than other people or groups. This is the stage that is the most dangerous and can lead to the greater disorders afore mentioned.

Attachment to a particular group is what started us up the hill to civilization as well. We were attatched to ourselves, not viewing ourselves as part of the whole. Maybe the entire human race is- and always has been- unhealthy and dysfunctional. In a prefect human, all of these hormones and stages would show up equally in response to every creature.

This would mean mating for convenience and continuity, rather than love.

What if love itself is an unhealthy and dysfunctional pastime? This makes what humans are most famous for, most recognized for, a FLAW. Does that make our imprefection bad? Is our flaw something that makes us less?

No. So called "flaws" are just differences, things that make us less like our "perfect" model. without these "flaws" we would be unable to set ourselves apart. We would all have dark skin and eyes to keep the sun from harming us, equally proportioned limbs for maximal balance, and the same homeostatic features. We would all live in the same place because we would be unable to adapt.

Flaws are nothing more than adaptations. Some adaptations are negative; Cancer is a cellular adaptation. Others allow us to diversify ourselves and better survive.

In my view, narcissism, and thus overwhelming homeophilia, are adaptations. Like I said earlier, they are nothing more than defense mechanisms. Whether they are positive or negative is your decision.

Agent McDuck: Out.

Wow. It's been a while... sorry about that.

So time to dust off the Blog.

I just have to say, egotistical assholes who have such a puffed-up opinion of themselves that they can't listen to reason or advice get my blood boiling. Yes, I am talking about you, oh mighty of mighties. You who tell me that because I am girl, I can't possibly understand the greater scheme of things; Because I have a pretty head on my shoulders, I can't begin to grasp politics, theology, philosophy, or the larger part of the greater thinking arts.

This is my angry rant for the day.

But seriously people? Females have been behind some of the most incredible and ingenious ideologies in history. Women inspire men, as well as the other way around. Without women, men could not exist. We are equally important in the continuity of the human race. The greater scheme of things, one might say.

Therefore, I propose that you who believe I am less than you will always remember who brought you into this earth; Did they have a beard? Manly muscles? Male genitalia? Zip. Nope. Nada. Unless they were professional lifters with a furry upper lip, they didn't even meet two of the criteria afore mentioned, not to mention the third. Yup, they were women, and without them, you wouldn't be here to spread your chauvinistic theories around. Laddy-me-love, you were birthed BY A WOMAN. She raised you, fed you, clothed you, and comforted your pathetic tears. She gave up much to be your mother; She and your father are BOTH responsible for your upbringing. She deserves more respect than you have shown us thus far.

Now just because we are equal does not mean we are the SAME. Like I said in a previous post, we will always have differences of ideas, differences that should be heard, respected, and admired, if not accepted. If I have a reasonable argument as to why I think the sky is green, and I've listened to you say that it's blue, I motion that you should listen and ponder my theorem as well.

All I ask is that you have a little more respect when we open our mouths. We do it all the time for the too-full-of-themselves men who believe I'm less than them because I have a rack.

Thanks, jerkoff.

Musings from a Sick Mind

So I obviously don't mean Sick Mind the way you think I do. Or maybe I do but you don't know I do and neither do I know that I do. That's a lot of DO's. Whoa.

Anyway, What I mean is, I've been stuck on a couch the entire week. REAL FUN, eh? Dumb Michelle gave me a nasty stomach bug and now my parents have it too. What a drag, dude.

ON WITH THE MUSINGS.

So I was thinking today, why is everyone so buzzed about the New Year? I mean the only NEW things that are happening are with concerns to our government. Yeah, there's a new BLACK president. That's pretty cool; I mean President Barack Obama is a VISIONARY. Absolutely breathtaking in his speeches. This man should have been a musician. With the way his words flow off his tongue and the way his voice knows just what to do is marvelously musical. There's no doubt about it. And the way he has already inspired the populace leaves me very excited about the next four years. I hope he gets re-elected. though maybe it's too early to tell. Regardless, I predict he will be the beginining of a much needed reform in our desperate country.

But nothing else is NEW. You still see smog and shootings and Micheal Jackson; This is to say, we still have tons of work to do. I guess it's always good to be excited for a new day because, after all, days are what change history, but come on. Why go party and get drunk and blow horns and shoot fireworks and throw confetti and make a fool of yourself just for this new day, January 1st? It's ridiculous. I say, if you're gonna make such a big deal about one new day, live for EVERY new day. Or, better yet, live for every new minute- No, every new second- if you're gonna get all dressed up and spend hundreds on champaign and caviar just to stand around and count down to this ULTIMATE moment. Live for the seconds, cherish each minute, and seize the day, am I right? The new dawn is always exciting so why buy goofy 2009 glasses? just buy a goofy hat or a fun little tiara and forget about that NEW YEAR.

Another thing I was thinking about-

Why do women insist on being treated equally and yet stand by an outdated overrated "Code of Chivalry?" I hear ladies say things all the time along the lines of "My man BETTER carry my shopping bags," and "A GENTLEMAN would take out the trash for me!"

It's plain stupid. People need to realize men and women CAN'T be treated equally. There are things that men do best, such as sports and carpentry, and things women do best, such as mothering and crafts. Don't get me wrong; there are MANY who can traverse the lines and do it splendidly, but asa whole, men and women are VERY different. You don't have to take Health in high school to know that; It's instinctual. It's like trying to ask a child to solve the cancer problem or an adult to imagine a perfect world. Some could do it and do it well, but as a whole it's not right to expect equality between adukts and children, nore is it right to expect men and women to be completely the same. I say celebrate the differences, instead of trying to eliminate them.

That isn't to say that we shouldn't have equal LEGAL rights; everyone, no matter their culture or age or location should be entitled to the same rights. I'm just saying it's not fair to expect people to assimilate themselves with something they aren't. People, man woman black white hispanic asian you name it, should all be able to chose the way they go and if that means a girl doesn't want to play sports than by God's plan she shouldn't have to. And if a boy doesn't want to be the lead in the musical, that's perfect, because no one should be encouraged into something that they don't want to do.

Nowe people are going to think I'm being sexist; On the contrary, I'm probably being one of the most just and fair people you'll ever meet. I mean good gracious, my boyfriend is a male cheerleader. I'm all for whatever floats one's boat. I'm just saying the assimilation some coaches and teachers and even parents have come to think is right is in fact cruel and one of the worst ways to punish their children, friends, and co-workers.

IF you're understanding my rants so far, or just plain have'nt given up yet, extra kudos to you cuz it's about to get a ton more Transcendentalist and philosophising on you. This is going to be FUN.

Furthermore, why have social codes? If we can say what a word means, why can't we say a word? We can say poop but not other words. We can say jerk but never ever the forbidden "A" word. Why does it matter? Have people become so ingrained in SOCIETY that they have it choose their vocabulary for them? Has it become so much a part of our lives that we can't even see past it?

And clothes. I can understand for warmth. But come on, if you think about it, "private" areas of a person's body are just that; another area of their body. Things like sex and intamacy have been taken from their original purposes and made into something they should have never been. Love is a falsehood now; Buying candies and expecting gifts and pampering is NOT what love is about. It's ironic that a teenager can see this, but love is supposed to be about cooperation and commitment, and being happy with the simple things; being happy together. I would much rather my boytoy beat me at video games than him go buy me a fancy dinner and an expensive piece of jewelry. I would much rather learn how to stunt with him and wrestke with him than go see a movie or on a fancy date. Love is about living life and sharing it with someone who makes you happy that you want to make happy in return. Nowhere in there do I glimpse anything about candles and champaign.

You keeping up?

And how can we demolish nature like we do? Sure, we need homes and places to get our needs met (supermarkets, hospitals firehouses, sanitation buildings, etc.) and to some extent places for leisure. But everything and everyone would be better off if there were fewer malls, fewer clothing stores, fewer restauraunts, and all those luxaries. Look at it for a second- The economy would be better because there would be a greater demand for goods and corporations could afford to keep prices lower because, after all, Guuci and Chanel wouldn't be competing for the most money. People could save so much more and we could focus on important things like sciene and art rather than focusing on comercialism and luxary. But SOCIETY has taken it way too far and instead of thriving, we are crashing and burning up all that America once stood for. What happened to FREEDOM? We are slaves to our civilization, slaves to our overwhelming culture. One day, it will swallow us up.

I really think that's all the ranting you can stand to read for now, but there's more to come soon.

Always with love,
~AMIE~

Opening Number

Hey guys! It's me posting for the first time in two years. So this is me, enjoy!